Is change good?

After a long time of not wanting to grow up and face responsibility, I have realized that in the end I am going to have to. Sooner or later I will need to get up on my own two feet and take that big leap towards independence.
The reason I was so scared of facing these responsibility is because of all the change that is going to happen ( Spend less time with my freinds, no more parents helping me out and facing all decisions by myself etc..). Everyone is scared of growing older - change in their routine/habbits of doing things.
I have tried to seek advice from elders about what to do in the future and how to spend my life. In the end I have realized that my quest of finding out what I should do was way for me to be sheltered by grown ups, almost similar to when someone says "Everything will be ok".
My struggle to make myself a better person still continues and this blog will allow me to centalize my thoughts and feelings of any subject that comes into my mind.